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This is my testimony, giving glory to the Lord for all He has done for me and where He has brought me. I no longer wear women's underwear but men's clothing, and I am saving money. I am free from lust and pornography. I ride a bike, have my own bank account and card, and record Bible verses on YouTube for the Lord. If you want to check it out, you can find the link at the end of this page. I love attending men's church events where men from different churches come together to worship the Lord. It’s amazing. I also enjoy going to men’s retreats. Last year, my church paid my way, and this year I’m paying my own way. I’ve met some great brothers at these events, including Tod Thomas, who is helping me publish the book I’m writing. I’ll be working on it at the men’s…

I used to attend First Baptist Church in Purcell, Oklahoma, but a lot has changed. Some people there don’t talk to me anymore. A brother in Christ, who I once had a good relationship with, has distanced himself and no longer wants anything to do with me. Others have even questioned my faith, but I’ve made it clear that I’m following the Lord and His will, not theirs. Despite the hurt, I didn’t want to leave because I was growing in the Lord and attending for Him, not for the people. However, the pain led me to stop interacting with others much.

Thankfully, I still have a good brother in Christ, Andy, who checks on me and helps fix my bike. My relationship with Bryan is also growing, and the Lord continues to open doors for me. It’s now April 2024, and I’ve started helping Tim Wilson, who pays me…

I used to struggle with money issues, constantly spending more than saving. Feeling led by the Lord, I sought advice from a brother in Christ at church named Bryan Gintz. I shared my situation with him and asked for guidance on using God's money wisely. He taught me what to do, and I’m so thankful. Now, I save more and spend less. I’m currently saving up for a gaming computer because I love gaming. With games costing $69 and consoles requiring online play fees, I realized that those fees don’t apply on a computer. That’s why I’m saving for one while using my laptop for everything else—bills, entertainment, etc. Naturally, I want a better computer to meet all my needs. Now, I have a computer I use for online ministry, paying bills, and more. I’ve been attending Landmark Church for a year now. I still enjoy single-player gaming on my…

I stole my mom's credit card, knowing it was wrong, but at the time, I wasn’t following the Lord. I wore women’s underwear and let my last girlfriend paint my fingernails, reflecting the dark place I was in. I also had spiritual experiences—once, while sleeping, I felt something grab my legs, which I later realized was a demon. The Lord started helping me deal with my past. During COVID, I was attending Victory Family Church with my family, but I felt the Lord calling me elsewhere. I didn’t realize He wanted me in a church where people could support me and help me overcome my sins through His power. So, I left. As COVID progressed, I attended First Baptist Church in Purcell one Wednesday night. There was a men’s Bible study, and I met Ben Cooper, who shared how the Lord delivered him from porn. I felt the Lord prompting…

How do we guard our hearts? As believers in Christ, Chapter 5 teaches us to guard our hearts by reading God's Word, taking a stand against what is wrong, and standing for what is right. For example, if it's about something like pornography, you guard your heart by putting blockers on your devices. To guard your heart from any kind of evil, you need to take action. It is only possible through Jesus Christ; it is not possible without Him. So, guard your hearts against wickedness and evil, and trust in Him. This is Chapter 5, the last chapter of Spiritual Warfare, which talks about guarding our hearts. Thanks again for helping me with this, and it was nice seeing you. Good night!

To focus on drawing closer to God, as discussed in Chapter 4, we must deny ourselves, just as Jesus did during His 40 days and nights in the wilderness, resisting Satan's temptations. In Matthew 4:1-11 (NIV), it says Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. After fasting for forty days and nights, He was hungry. The tempter challenged Him to turn stones into bread, but Jesus replied, "Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God." The devil then took Him to the temple's highest point and urged Him to jump, quoting scripture about angels protecting Him. Jesus answered, "Do not put the Lord your God to the test." Lastly, the devil showed Him all the kingdoms of the world, offering them if Jesus would worship him. Jesus commanded, "Away from me, Satan!…

Temptation is something that arises when you fully commit to following the Lord. Have you ever had thoughts that were not holy or pure? Maybe as a man, you've looked at a woman and thought, "Wow, she's attractive," or struggled with overcoming issues like pornography. With the Lord's help, you may be doing well for a while, but then suddenly, inappropriate images or thoughts enter your mind. These come from the Devil, who is known as the tempter and accuser.

Even Jesus was led into the wilderness for 40 days and nights, where Satan tempted Him with everything, even hunger. How did Jesus overcome temptation? He leaned on His Father’s power, decided not to give in, and used the Word of God to fight back. Similarly, we must rely on God’s power through the Holy Spirit and use His Word as our weapon. It's essential to be grounded in scripture…

What is spiritual warfare? Chapter 1, Thursday, May 9, 2024, 3:08 PM, Page 1. We live in a world where everything seems to have turned evil to some extent. Our nation, once founded as one nation under God, has now become a nation of "whatever I want or need." God has been removed from everything, including schools, where kids are being told they can change their gender—boys can become women and women can become men. Transgender issues and same-sex matters have become widespread, and it feels like everything is becoming sexless. How did we drift so far from God? Let’s turn to the Word of God to find out. According to the Bible, if a nation turns from God, it will be uprooted, torn down, and destroyed. However, if the nation repents and turns away from evil, God will relent from bringing disaster. A nation that turns from God scoffs…

Chapter 9: Why are we living in wicked sin? Why, as a nation, do we claim not to believe in heaven or hell? We lift up newborns only to kill them, engage in premarital sex, and embrace gender confusion. People live in LGBTQ sin, and men and women change their God-given sexes, defying His creation of male and female as stated in Genesis. Our nation harbors cultists who worship Satan, even building altars to him, yet they deny the existence of heaven and hell. How does this make sense? Why worship the liar, the father of lies, the one cast out of heaven for thinking he was greater than God?

Why do we practice unrighteousness more than righteousness, disobeying the Lord’s call for us to follow Him? Then we wonder why the world suffers—famine, ungodliness, and gender madness. We see God’s wrath slowly unfolding, worsening as foretold in His Word,…